It is not very often that I am at a loss of what to do on a Saturday afternoon

• Dude is at debate and I am unsure when he will return.
• Punkin is not feeling well so she does not want to go anywhere.
• Babushka is working her 2nd job - too much work for not enough money
• BuddyLuv is alone and likely on his third hour of COD4
• My school homework is on my work computer

I am not doing anything of any real value, while Babushka continues to work every day with no days off. I do not feel right about this. If babushka is doing work I should be either working or schooling. It may not be "my fault" but it still seems that somehow I am letting her down by not doing either.

I was gonna post something fun and naughty, but I realize that Babushka is my inspiration for fun and naughtiness in my life. Instead I am gonna read my new book.

I was reading the blog of AR earlier today and she mentioned that she had not seen her BF since July. It made me realize I never want to go that long without my Babushka. Days apart are bad enough.

Lots going on in our lives right now, but days like this are a great reminder that I want Babushka and BuddyLuv in my life.....................full time